Waiting to be discharged.

Its day 16 since I've been admitted for the stem cell transplant... now am just waiting for my total white count to increase to the safe level before I can be discharged and free! (I think its like 1.0 or something? Am not too sure also.) Now its at 0.35, but on a rising trend already, so I guess it should be fine in a few days time.

Staying here is really dam sian man... routine gaogao. Every morning at 4.30am, they come take blood and disconnect me from my drips. Then after that dam hard to fall back asleep liao... doctor comes at 8am or so to check me, then bfast comes at 815... then must eat bfast and shower before they connect me back to drippies at 9 something. Every day, more than 4 litres of drippies go into my body, so you can imagine how many times I have to pee in a day zzz. 

So far, side effects haven't been that bad for me. Just the occasional headache and nausea, which is very bearable. But when my total white was at its lowest, the anal fissure came back to haunt me. Wahlau fuck man... now when shit tio the rocks feeling again ccb... kan sian man... every morning summore forced to sai coz I tio diarrhea... I can't wait for my blood counts to increase so that this vicious cycle will end. Got no scv here really dam sian... only ESPN and HBO... summore the internet is cui ttm, must use wireless@sg... must depend on some dvds... 

Eh Chieh, your bday is in 2 days time. How you gonna celebrate? I hope you get a good bday bang. 

Love,

Kenn.