Update on K00nard0's Condition
Hello ballz,
After my 2nd cycle of chemo, I did a PET scan and the results were pretty good. The chest legion decreased and there was a marked improvement in the brain part, meaning there's alot less activity and bad cells. I guess that's why I guess I can remember more things that I couldn't previously and play .A properly. Just finished my 3rd cycle last friday and am feeling alright, cept for some dry throat and headaches at times, especially when never sleep well. MTX ftl. The number of pills I have to take per day have dropped to about 10, so its not that bad for me atm. Plus, I still eat like a pig... appetite never decrease cept for 1-2 days after the chemo. Just some slight nausea and uncomfy feeling. Basically, I was pleasantly surprised that chemo isn't as bad as what I heard from other. Maybe its coz I'm young; maybe its coz I'm optimistic; maybe its coz I'm strong? /flex
I still remember that time when I was in ICU in Gleneagles then some balls come visit then see me laopao. I think that was prolly the most depressing period in my life. Lie down on one bed, cannot do anything, cannot move...only to stare at the clock ticking. Somemore, have to wear pampers coz cannot control diarrhea... then need to wait 15-20min for nurse to come while I soak in my own shi...summore whole body feel like shit, mind is woozy... really shitty ttm. Plus, there was this time whereby my Hb level dropped to 3.5, which is way below the normal and I was in danger. Then the doc say don't worry I am fine. -_- Killer ttm man. I was super emo at that time and I somehow felt like a dog. Lun luo jie tou de ye gou. Or even worse. I kept crying when I was there; the tears just came out when I thought about how I could have avoided this shit if I didn't abuse my body before that... regrets ftl I guess.
Oh well, at least I am fine and happy now. Can eat well, play, relax, exercise (short walks), sasu abit etc. My aunt who visited me said I look surprisingly well, as the doctor did as well. When I 1st switched over to SGH, the doctor said I was in a dam cui state, screwed ttm. Then he was quite happy that I recovered quite fast. My new doctor is really responsible and caring ttm... Dr. Lim Soon Thye, one of the senior oncologists in SGH. He is really super careful with me and comes to see me every single day when I am in hospital. Somemore only 41 yrs old nia...but pity not married. Really dedicated himself to work ttm man. If you all know anyone who needs treatment for lymphoma, look for him. He is consperm A-class.
Saying this makes me think of my previous doctor, Jialat Teoh (Gerrard Teoh). Keep saying its lucky I found him and that I will breeze through his treatment regime. Breeze my penis man. Whole day kena fever, feel seh and movements also become not agile. He never even follow protocol... but keep claiming that I will have no side effects under him and have 90-100% recovery with this new drug, which is on trial. But what he didn't tell us was that I was a trial patient. Zzz really cui man. Then he never do PET scan also, but keep saying my brain is inflammation and not lymphoma...sianz....he was apparently wrong...thats why I need MTX infusion now for the brainz. Worse part was after the the 4th cycle, tumour grow back, but he never change anything...he just say continue and add in radiotherapy... on the 4th day of radio, I almost collapsed at home due to low blood counts and there began my most nightmarish period of my life, excluding the anal fissure of coz. But really lor, really yuan wang lu, waste my time and money ttm...ccb man... 30 packets of blood and medicine that costs 8k for a small dose. Even print money also will finish like this. Had I known that I can tahan chemo well, I wouldn't have gone thru all this shit...Fuck la better stop thinking abt negative shit like this. I guess sometimes, you need to stick to convention.
Amongst all my fwens, I think ball bro love is the greatest. During my cui-ness moments, you all visited me to cheer me up and such. Josh, Chieh and Kiff also visited me when I was doing chemo at the LDF. (dam cui to call cancer centre lao di fang) I really appreciate it very much and feel fortunate that I have so many people around me who actually sincerely care about me. Love FTW.
So yeah, till the 1st week of November, when my treatment finishes, I will be chilling, eating as much as I can, resting well and pawning people with kiff and sen in .A. (unless sen chooses axe LOL jk) I really miss doing all the laopao shi with you guys man... next time you all see me, I will confirm be healthy ttm liao... this is just a little obstacle that I have to overcome. 13 procedures. Lots of pain. Infinite realization. Till we meet again, ball br0s.
BALL BR0s FTW!
God Bless.
Love,
k00nard0
After my 2nd cycle of chemo, I did a PET scan and the results were pretty good. The chest legion decreased and there was a marked improvement in the brain part, meaning there's alot less activity and bad cells. I guess that's why I guess I can remember more things that I couldn't previously and play .A properly. Just finished my 3rd cycle last friday and am feeling alright, cept for some dry throat and headaches at times, especially when never sleep well. MTX ftl. The number of pills I have to take per day have dropped to about 10, so its not that bad for me atm. Plus, I still eat like a pig... appetite never decrease cept for 1-2 days after the chemo. Just some slight nausea and uncomfy feeling. Basically, I was pleasantly surprised that chemo isn't as bad as what I heard from other. Maybe its coz I'm young; maybe its coz I'm optimistic; maybe its coz I'm strong? /flex
I still remember that time when I was in ICU in Gleneagles then some balls come visit then see me laopao. I think that was prolly the most depressing period in my life. Lie down on one bed, cannot do anything, cannot move...only to stare at the clock ticking. Somemore, have to wear pampers coz cannot control diarrhea... then need to wait 15-20min for nurse to come while I soak in my own shi...summore whole body feel like shit, mind is woozy... really shitty ttm. Plus, there was this time whereby my Hb level dropped to 3.5, which is way below the normal and I was in danger. Then the doc say don't worry I am fine. -_- Killer ttm man. I was super emo at that time and I somehow felt like a dog. Lun luo jie tou de ye gou. Or even worse. I kept crying when I was there; the tears just came out when I thought about how I could have avoided this shit if I didn't abuse my body before that... regrets ftl I guess.
Oh well, at least I am fine and happy now. Can eat well, play, relax, exercise (short walks), sasu abit etc. My aunt who visited me said I look surprisingly well, as the doctor did as well. When I 1st switched over to SGH, the doctor said I was in a dam cui state, screwed ttm. Then he was quite happy that I recovered quite fast. My new doctor is really responsible and caring ttm... Dr. Lim Soon Thye, one of the senior oncologists in SGH. He is really super careful with me and comes to see me every single day when I am in hospital. Somemore only 41 yrs old nia...but pity not married. Really dedicated himself to work ttm man. If you all know anyone who needs treatment for lymphoma, look for him. He is consperm A-class.
Saying this makes me think of my previous doctor, Jialat Teoh (Gerrard Teoh). Keep saying its lucky I found him and that I will breeze through his treatment regime. Breeze my penis man. Whole day kena fever, feel seh and movements also become not agile. He never even follow protocol... but keep claiming that I will have no side effects under him and have 90-100% recovery with this new drug, which is on trial. But what he didn't tell us was that I was a trial patient. Zzz really cui man. Then he never do PET scan also, but keep saying my brain is inflammation and not lymphoma...sianz....he was apparently wrong...thats why I need MTX infusion now for the brainz. Worse part was after the the 4th cycle, tumour grow back, but he never change anything...he just say continue and add in radiotherapy... on the 4th day of radio, I almost collapsed at home due to low blood counts and there began my most nightmarish period of my life, excluding the anal fissure of coz. But really lor, really yuan wang lu, waste my time and money ttm...ccb man... 30 packets of blood and medicine that costs 8k for a small dose. Even print money also will finish like this. Had I known that I can tahan chemo well, I wouldn't have gone thru all this shit...Fuck la better stop thinking abt negative shit like this. I guess sometimes, you need to stick to convention.
Amongst all my fwens, I think ball bro love is the greatest. During my cui-ness moments, you all visited me to cheer me up and such. Josh, Chieh and Kiff also visited me when I was doing chemo at the LDF. (dam cui to call cancer centre lao di fang) I really appreciate it very much and feel fortunate that I have so many people around me who actually sincerely care about me. Love FTW.
So yeah, till the 1st week of November, when my treatment finishes, I will be chilling, eating as much as I can, resting well and pawning people with kiff and sen in .A. (unless sen chooses axe LOL jk) I really miss doing all the laopao shi with you guys man... next time you all see me, I will confirm be healthy ttm liao... this is just a little obstacle that I have to overcome. 13 procedures. Lots of pain. Infinite realization. Till we meet again, ball br0s.
BALL BR0s FTW!
God Bless.
Love,
k00nard0
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