Abstinence

Eh Chieh, do you think I will seriously still try to have sex even when I'm taking that medication? If kena some leakage then gg deformed kid liao... dam sad...so no komandoh! Anyway its ok to be mushy la... when I lie in my hospital bed, I also think about you what coz I'll be imagining you doing your rounds. Do you look good in a doctor's robe? Why is Josh heartbroken? Is that why never ask me to play dota for 2 days liao?

Nige, I thought the 7th core value is CARE FOR SOLDIERS?! I'snt that the most important one... I think when shitty hard times come, its all the more important to not let your spirits down. I thought I'd be quite sad if I had cancer too, but somehow or rather, I got over it in about half a day and just decided to live happily still. Somehow crises like that bring out the best in people. Like how I never knew so many people actually gave a damn about me. Only thing I feel bad about is really to trouble my parents to the max... must make sure the area is clean, food is prepared properly, make sure I take my medi, send me to hospital appts, etc. It is really something I have to appreciate. Not to mention the exhorbitant cost also. Hmm... Fernhill Camp sounds welcoming man. I might buy a PS3 so we got some new WE... but we'll see. Summer time at Fernhill... makes me wanna get back to health even sooner!!