The balls are Back!

Haha yea avalanche of posts indeeed. And thanks for the support guys. If and when Lynn reads our blog she'll be super touched by the support (although its technically for me and not her). I agree with you Chong that there are many people like that and that it will take time to change or may not even change. BUT, the problem is that you cannot change a mindset is not based on proper principles. IF classification of a race on a hierarchy is attempted how do you qualify/quantify placing one over the other. Every race is gonna say ours is on top yea? But of course i'm not giving up hope...can't give up hope (even though possibly the 2 most impt and influential people in her life are dead against our relationship)

Anyway nua boy, if i went in for every training worrying that I wasn't going to get picked then I would not have learnt alot. Of course i went in hoping to get picked. But my starting point was i wanna learn from the 'best' in singapore how to catch, throw well and bat la. And of course as things went by, the hope increased cos my performance was better especially with the Fillipino coach. He really revolutionised my throwing and batting (no more cricket style haha) and since July i've been batting what, 14 for 17 or sth like that. and the guys (at least 2 of them) chosen had negligible averages but were chosen because the coach kinda knows them ffrom previous tours or sth? i dunnno....but i'm not sian bout the whole thing cos at the end of the day i've improved fricking alot. and i'm happy la and i'll even go back to training when they come back from SEA game IF the fillipino coach is around.

Cheers guys, blog more to save me the sorrow of loneliness