Matured Penisil

**WARNING!! Serious Ball Post Ahead!!**

Anyway, I have had this thought for some time already, but last Friday I felt it was particularly apt to bring up for discussion. Why are we able to have conversations with different people, and not have certain type of conversations with other people. Like with some people, it stays at a cockster level, but for some people it's at a matured level, and you can't really cross-link them effectively? It probably is due to the level of comfortablity and maturity of the person you are talking to, but still why can't we just have the same kind of conversations that with anyone? Like the girls in your university classes, I'm sure you find conversations with them really dumbed down most often that not.

I realise now that I have learnt to value the beauty of a good conversation. Now I understand why girls enjoy talking and how guys supposedly have to work their ways through "needless" talking with them. I can't hold good conversations at serious ball levels with majority of the people here, but then again it's because they are 18 and to them, university is really like JC to them. I see what they are doing and I can remember us doing it back in JC. But so yeah, on Friday when I went for the drinking circle, I bumped into my friend from Slovakia (20y/o) whom I actually converse quite a bit with, because I find him so fascinating a character. So intelligent, yet so quirky. One of those typical eccentric people I would say, who would easily fit into GEP. (Disclaimer: Typical GEP in quirkiness, but not nerdiness. He spent his summer being a hippy haha.) So I had a really good conversation with him, sharing my thoughts with him without feeling too strained having him understand me through my cui english. It's amazing how we think alike, on social norms and coincidentally how he is also rather amoebaish but more because he falls in love too easily. I find it more pertinient now that we are overseas, that if someone were to ask you what the real you is like, would you be able to answer that? I thought I could before, but I'll hesitate now.

**Serious Ball Post Ends Here!!**

Ok, I like how growing old surprisingly makes you realize you have a brain to reflect on thinks upon. Anyway, I have steadily been scouting around for Tasty English Girls (Stupid term coined up by my friends for this Tasty Italian Girl on my corridor, the TIG.) I have written down 6 girls that I will endeavour to get to know by the end of my school year. I will paste the list on my notice board as a reminder, in true Joo MLM fashion. I hope that while I may not be able to get to know all of them by the year, I will at least get to know some, and not let the balls down!