i promise

ok i promise this will be my last whiny msg. I'm sick of this and its done. Basically on the front line i got past all of my anger...and the middlemen and we spoke...at length and te final conclusion...i have no chance. why? cos i'm not a christian and so going far is practically non-existent. what i think about it all? A lot of nonsense. Ok you won't believe this but i jus wrote a LONG post that literally maligned all christians probably would have got josh joo and chester all super mad at me and made me look like a mad fool...and funnily enuff...haha wen i pressed publish...it jus went...up in smoke. haha i timed out of the operation and i cudnt retrieve it! somehow god's work? i dunno...anyhow the outcome of it all is this. i will NEVER trust another christian.....such an exclusive bunch.....either ur in or ur out....either u find salvation or u dun....either ur a christian or sorry we oni remain frens because beyond that i'm not allowed to connect with u on a human level...after all u worship the devil.....plsss la....i dunno if e racial discrimination bit in society is worse or this is worse and u wanna know whats the icing on the cake? the christians in my own immediate family look at us this way too....idol worshippers...devil worshippers......so mindless n really unwanted. and NO nigel i DUN understand where she's coming from or any other christian who says that a relationship cannot happen because ur not christian. I still remember u regretting ever saying no to Lynn because she wasn't christian. yu may have remained stoic about it...u prob got over it quick but the point is u regretted it.

I am official amoeba mode liao. I hate being nice person.....whole day give lift here and there...whole day do things fer frens....fuck la. its not gd to be nice.