SAD, HAPPY & HOPELESSLY IN LOVE
I was damn depressed last nite. Went to airport all alone to send Chieh off. Haha me being me... I went to airport damn early. When I called Chieh from airport he was still AT HOME...
Proud to announce that for the first time in 8 years Chieh was actually dressed nicely. Not gaudy (think his Prom white suit) nor scruffy (his normal t-shirt shorts n slippers). Our scabby brother was actually dressed in beige jacket n pants with open collared shirt n loafers. It 'was actually quite fashionable n metro (hee hee bet your ego damn boosted right Chieh?)
Contrary to popular belief, Chieh actually has friends. Weisheng, Shaun Loh, Lui & his OCS frens all came. Coolio Koo also lived up to his reputation. Not only was his girlfriend quite chio. He even brought LIGHT STIX!!! for all of us to wave at Chieh. No wonder he gets the chicks...
In between looking at Chieh's sianz face & waving lightsticks, it struck me that we were not going to see each other for the next 9 months at least. All our antics, from clowning around n getting punished for playing soccer by coach.... to our sierras n tau huey sessions, would cease for the next 9-10 months at least. Suddenly all my pangsehs seemed all the more painful. I should have come for more gatherings n spent more time with you guys. It was a sadu sadu bus ride home.
This melancholy stuck with me the whole of today, until I went to Coro Plaze just now. As I passed by Hanabi with my SMU friends I suddenly remembered our impulsive Sierra Mike afterHanabi that time. I couldn't help but smile. Josh coming in late in his freaking No. 4 to kio free food. And us deciding to go Nigel's house when we had to go work at 6am next morning. Those were the days =)
Even as each overseas brother leaves and our youth seems to fleet away, all these sweet memories still stay. From getting flamed for my flooded front door, to seeing garang Jing playing on with bleeding nose after getting smacked by ball. From emptying dustbin on Josh in the RJ toilet cubicle, to wheeling the pitching machine to Jelita. From flaming orh jiao on brokeback OA, to our OOSH followed by the OFFSIDE in WE cuppies. From fernhill camp to house of scabs to joopad. From BBROs to nightly brokeback sessions. From ghim moh macs to geylang tao huey to har cheong gai. From WE 5 to WE 10... and beyond...
Ball brotherhood transcends time and distance i.e Brokeback more. I'll be brokebacking every free time I have. Haha didn't think I'd say this... but I really miss you guys you overseas bastards!!!
On a more current note, I'm hopelessly and head over heels in love. I've never felt this way before. Not over Sylvia, not over the CHung Cheng girl (yes andy the pig bu u saw in sec 4) and certainly not over Pegs. First girl to tingle my balls in 2 years (Bali pro doesn't count). She's a Year 2 in SMU & 1 year younger. BUT......... SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND.
It's like plunging from Heaven into a deep deep abyss. And i'm not one to hypocrite n sabo the boyfriend.
Help guys. Help
Hopelessly in love
Joo
Proud to announce that for the first time in 8 years Chieh was actually dressed nicely. Not gaudy (think his Prom white suit) nor scruffy (his normal t-shirt shorts n slippers). Our scabby brother was actually dressed in beige jacket n pants with open collared shirt n loafers. It 'was actually quite fashionable n metro (hee hee bet your ego damn boosted right Chieh?)
Contrary to popular belief, Chieh actually has friends. Weisheng, Shaun Loh, Lui & his OCS frens all came. Coolio Koo also lived up to his reputation. Not only was his girlfriend quite chio. He even brought LIGHT STIX!!! for all of us to wave at Chieh. No wonder he gets the chicks...
In between looking at Chieh's sianz face & waving lightsticks, it struck me that we were not going to see each other for the next 9 months at least. All our antics, from clowning around n getting punished for playing soccer by coach.... to our sierras n tau huey sessions, would cease for the next 9-10 months at least. Suddenly all my pangsehs seemed all the more painful. I should have come for more gatherings n spent more time with you guys. It was a sadu sadu bus ride home.
This melancholy stuck with me the whole of today, until I went to Coro Plaze just now. As I passed by Hanabi with my SMU friends I suddenly remembered our impulsive Sierra Mike afterHanabi that time. I couldn't help but smile. Josh coming in late in his freaking No. 4 to kio free food. And us deciding to go Nigel's house when we had to go work at 6am next morning. Those were the days =)
Even as each overseas brother leaves and our youth seems to fleet away, all these sweet memories still stay. From getting flamed for my flooded front door, to seeing garang Jing playing on with bleeding nose after getting smacked by ball. From emptying dustbin on Josh in the RJ toilet cubicle, to wheeling the pitching machine to Jelita. From flaming orh jiao on brokeback OA, to our OOSH followed by the OFFSIDE in WE cuppies. From fernhill camp to house of scabs to joopad. From BBROs to nightly brokeback sessions. From ghim moh macs to geylang tao huey to har cheong gai. From WE 5 to WE 10... and beyond...
Ball brotherhood transcends time and distance i.e Brokeback more. I'll be brokebacking every free time I have. Haha didn't think I'd say this... but I really miss you guys you overseas bastards!!!
On a more current note, I'm hopelessly and head over heels in love. I've never felt this way before. Not over Sylvia, not over the CHung Cheng girl (yes andy the pig bu u saw in sec 4) and certainly not over Pegs. First girl to tingle my balls in 2 years (Bali pro doesn't count). She's a Year 2 in SMU & 1 year younger. BUT......... SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND.
It's like plunging from Heaven into a deep deep abyss. And i'm not one to hypocrite n sabo the boyfriend.
Help guys. Help
Hopelessly in love
Joo
posted by Anthony Chang @ 10:52 PM
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