tired....

I hate replying the second time to justify things i say. It becomes quite like a desperate move to make pple understand wat u mean. but u all are brudders...e effort aint wasted. well i din exactly rage against u all refusing to hike. i've been ard u guys fer ages and i can more or less gauge the reactions...nigel was bout the oni one with positive reaction to e suggestion. some din even bother to reply. and yet some have the gall to say that oni 3 brudders take the initiative or provide the impetus fer activities to be organised. thats a load of bull.....and it rankles. i do not mean to rant so much....but i guess my spectacular failure to be spectacular yday has set my sensories on a high (nothing sexual bout that chieh yang) and reaction is manifold beyond wat it really shud. its a sunday morning...i waked at 9 and i see no ball brudder online and i wonder wtf am i gonna do fer e rest of the day....sighz